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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
11:26 pm	I don't post much. Life is ok.. but that's not what this is about. I go to Frontier. I'm a senior, you should know this but just in case. A few weeks ago i heard two kids (juniors i think?) calling eachother fags in the parking lot, i promtly told them to never say that word again around me or in school and a heated argument followed. Just now i recieved a chat invatation through Aol Instant Messanger (aim) from a person i did not recognize. This is the conversation http://img228.imageshack.us/img228/5703/frontier3td.png Just thought i would put out what is going on at one of the most popular "school of choise" schools in the Umass Amherst region (3 Deaths | Murder me)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
9:05 pm	My Grandmother died today. I miss her already. (3 Deaths | Murder me)
Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
9:12 pm	Ok... so at stop and shop there is this cool trick untill sunday morning.. 1.Buy 8 celest pizza's for $.98 (on sale, normaly their $2) and you get a cupon that gives you "$8 off your next purches" 2.Then you get 8 more pizza's. This cost like $7.83, so you have to buy a pack of gum as well. 3.Use your first cupon to take off $8 off your order, leaving it at $.83. pay... and magicly you get ANOTHER cupon for $8 off. 4. Go back to step 2 and keep on doing it till they tell you to stop. TOTALY LEGIT (2 Deaths | Murder me)
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
8:34 pm	Got a part, a really funny one. Should be a great play.. will be early december late novemberish lemme know if you want to be informed Current Music: Blood Brothers (6 Deaths | Murder me)
Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
10:43 pm	I tried out for the school play today, i'll let you guys know tommarow if i got a part, i'm quite excited. Meg is amazing. Also got my speakers all done for my car, i have for Infinty 6' 1/2 rounds, their amazing. (Murder me)
Sunday, September 18th, 2005
10:13 am	Check out this sweet new music from a kick ass band http://myspace.com/ofblessingsandburdens No more ryan :( but dave seems to be doing ok on vocals. Damn him and his talent ;P Current Mood: omg my eyes are on fire Current Music: Obab "New track 3" (Murder me)
12:18 am	I love meg. Current Mood: happy (2 Deaths | Murder me)
Sunday, September 11th, 2005
9:12 pm	I go to school, i go to work. Then i sleep. Sometimes i see meg. That's a great life tho.... cause i've givin up on highschool drama. Current Mood: Look at my eyes Current Music: Every time i Die (3 Deaths | Murder me)
Saturday, August 20th, 2005
3:45 am	Lots of work at stop and shop, School is soon, i have awesome classes. Meg is still amazing and every day can put a smile on my face. Have kinda lost touch with other friends makes me kinda sad i guess. But you can always meet new people if you try to find them. I have Merrit, Merik, Valle, Atherton, Harrison, Judd and some new teacher for gym... Omg how sweet is that =D Bye. (1 Death | Murder me)
Monday, July 11th, 2005
11:10 pm	Umm sry i'm not posting alot Nothing has really changed since last post. Meg is amazing and makes every day brighter than the one before. Went to Sean and Caitlin's(sp?) apartment the other day. it was fun. Yea.. that's about it I start at stop and shop this sunday. Current Mood: chipper (2 Deaths | Murder me)
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
11:49 pm	I Love Meg. She is amazing, today we went with her mom and brother up to Vermont and bought $300+ worth of fireworks, that was insane, to say the least. We're saving them for me and meg's b-day. I have to think of something Uber special to do for her. So if you have any idea's talk to me on aim =D. I feel like i don't have many other friends, but at this very moment, at 11:50 after just spending the entire day with meg. it doesn't bother me too much. Just wish people would follow the "Treat other the way you wish to be treated" (and before you bitches say anything, i know "Practice what you Preach" if i'm not, let me know.. not by bitching, but be nice... it's not that hard people.) Ps. Summer school sux... Stop and shop on the 16th Farm work... every day. Summer School. Sleep. Getting a new car soon. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Silence. (2 Deaths | Murder me)
Friday, June 24th, 2005
2:18 pm	Does anyone acctually read this? Concert tommarow =D Lan tonight =D <3 meg. She is the reason i am. When you wake up feeling something is missing, and relize it's your arms around the one you love. That's when you know. Current Mood: chipper (6 Deaths | Murder me)
Sunday, June 12th, 2005
10:31 pm	Meg is awesome. the crew is awesome Family guy is awesome Life is pretty good. Things aren't perfect but it never is, so take what you have, hold it close. let the little things make you happy, cause then the big stuff will blow you away. But When something bad happenes.. think about the last thing to happen that was good and just relize.. that everything happens for the reason. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Obab (3 Deaths | Murder me)
Friday, June 10th, 2005
11:12 pm	Jessi says i don't update. Well things have been going good. Been hanging out with alot of kids, umm got a bunch of stuff stolen from me.. got my license back (it got found on the ground) so that's good. Hung out at Matt P's tonight with everyone and their mother, it was alot of fun, we kick ass at life. but not darts. Ummm sad Andrew N couldn't come down, Played super smash bro's. Went to stillwater today with zach caitlin sean and nason, that was chill beans, lots of fun. i don't think i'm doing anything tommarow tho. Work at 7am.. Life is good, meg is awesome. Freinds are cool. I need to go buy pop rocks. And then i need to hang out with people. yea.. that's it.. umm... School is out.. in 5 days 5 fuckin days only 3 days with furtek.. I'm saved. Ps. i was sooo fuckin hot at mats... i need a fuckin shower Current Mood: dirty Current Music: Blood Brothers (again) (Murder me)
Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
5:08 pm	Well i think i'll post again, cause i'm bored and it's something to do. I got paid yesterday and i'm very ahppy, i love having money.. So yea, i need more music to listen so everyone should burn me a cool cd. you can lable what's on it and give it to me. Lan this friday and i can acctually go, i'm so happy. But before that i have a parade in sunderland, i don't mind parades i just wish they weren't so formal. Then on sunday i have another parade and on monday yet another. thoes are ok, and i'll prolly see mega on sunday so i'm happy. I bought myself a new motherboard for my computer. It is the Asus A7N8X-X if you really cared or wanted to look at it. I'll prolly have it before the lan, that means i'm prolly going to be formating my computer... YAY.. but i have to put all my music onto cd's and some of my movies too.... My mom might be getting a company car withing the next 2 months, i'm so happy cause that means there will be an extra car in the driveway. I can't go into details yet but i'll tell you when i know. How is everyone today? having a good day? what's new in your life? Lemme know. Current Mood: content Current Music: Blood Brothers (5 Deaths | Murder me)
Monday, May 23rd, 2005
2:31 pm	Meh I've been feeling weird lately, like... idk I got grounded this weekened, if you don't know why you could try asking. I'm kinda tired, and i'm feelin kinda sad, idk why. i have an amazing girlfriend and lots of friends, but maybe it's cause i didn't see her today, stupid mcas.... also it seems like i'm getting distant from my friends and it sucks.. although being grounded won't help.. but w/e. I just feel like my friends don't want me around or what not. But i guess i'll live. umm yea.. don't know what else to update about. Times since last update have been good, nothing life changing recently and i guess i'm just glad summer is almost here. ps. concert at the legion in monson was AMAZING best one i've ever been to... Current Mood: blah Current Music: Acacia Strain (6 Deaths | Murder me)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
7:08 pm	THE UPDATE I haven't updated in a really long time.. Nothing really interesting is going on.. i'm thinking about going friends only. but i don't even know how many people read this. New things. Going to see a shrink about stress/add (both unrelated to eachother) Got my hair cut. Just got rid of the shag i think it's growing out nicely Going to the movies with Meg This weekend, happy about that, she makes me smile. Found out my rents might be reading this. so idk how much i'm going to post.. that's why i'm thinking about going friends only. But w/e The play is over, i'm sad but i needed more free time. Vacation is over but i needed a reality check back to school. Work is starting up soon it's going to be nice to have some money. Yea.. idk what else is new. most of the people who would care about this are friends that i like to talk to every day. so they know everything. And i don't like going to personal in this thing, cause all of you can see it. Yes.. that means you.. and you.. and the person Behind you. I hung out with stef and zach today. Had an awesome time with both of them. Stef is like my best friend and i feel i can talk to her about anything. Tommarow i think i'm going to be doing filming for jason for his movie on the conway mafia. I kinda feel bad cause they asked me for idea's and to help them string it together and i kinda just wrote something with the same basis but that has a total twist on the feel... i hope they acctually like it.. oh well. Can't wait till i have Studio. Ooo.. and i got kicked out of Furtek's class today 2 times.. for something that wasn't really my fault.. it was hallarious. ask me about it. it's a good story. I'm not feeling as "freindless" lately and i think things are coming together. Current Mood: content Current Music: Acacia Strain - Carbomb (6 Deaths | Murder me)
Friday, April 8th, 2005
11:03 pm	Ummm first show of the play tonight, it was fuckin amazing.. and lots of fun, if you want to know more about that, well you can ask me. Also my rents are leaving tonight for a week, should be a good time.. umm this post is short.... Im Me if you wanna hang out or some shit.. i'm bored (4 Deaths | Murder me)
Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
10:31 pm	Just move on I fuckin need somewhere to vent.. dont' want to hear alot of Mindless i hate my mother bullshit.. that i let go to hell out of my own lazyness... Then JUST MOVE ON. well.. my report card came.. i got a 2 c's (chem and English) and a fuckin F. I failed math... I'm one of the smartest kids in the fuckin class and she fails me.. Now it's my fault cause i didn't keep up with my homework. But when i found out i was getting a bad grade... i just decided to do all i could.. and it should have been enough... cause i mean.. 2.5 weeks worth of homework should bring your grade up.. when i get like 90's on all the fuckin tests... NOOOOO not fuckin good enough.. Now i'm going ot talk to her.. see what the fuck is up. and if i can't get a high enough grade this smester already to pass.. then i'm just not going to that class any more.. Plain and simple..i guess i'll just take it again next year.. Now this could be because i fuckin have add.... CAUSE I FUCKIN DO. But my mom in the car today says. i"m like.. maybe i need some medicine... like for add, she says.. you don't need anything for add, the best way to fix it (the add) is to do your homework... BUT WHAT IF THAT'S THE FUCKIN REASON I COULDN"T DO MY HOMEWORK. I sit at home.. and i just can't fuckin concentrate on it... BUT OH NO, MUST NOT BE A MENTAL THING. HOLY FUCK I HATE THAT WOMAN. then she says. A, Can't have the car any more. B. can't take the car out (that's ok) but c. You can't do any more plays. She's telling me i can't act in any more plays this year.. how fucked up is that... i think right now.. she should die. Everythings going to hell It seems like none of my friends want to hang out.. But w/e. play is in 2 days... i needed this stress on me.. i mean.. it's not like the final dress rehersal is tommarow... maybe i just won't go to school tommarow FUCK EVERYONE ps. I want that new seven day demo sooooo bad. Current Mood: Why don't you guess Current Music: Seven Day (8 Deaths | Murder me)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
4:27 pm	Hey so yea today was interesting... I can't find my script for the play :-/ but i've got it down pretty good now so it's ok.. I think. 8days till my show EVERYONE FUCKIN GO OR YOUR NOT WORTH SHIT Dates April 8th - 7pm April 9th - 7pm April 10th - 2pm and 7pm COmE SEE Today i almost got in a fight with a ghetto kid... Lets have some back history for this. A couple days ago my friend sean(you might know him, has a mohawk, goes to some shows with me) well, he got sucker punched by a kid who "heard he was talkin shit Yo" but didn't get a chance to hit back before the principal's got there. So we're all pissed about that. Today at lunch one of them decides, it'll be fun to throw shit, cause we're not in third grade or anything. So i tell him to stop being a dick and to act like he's not a fuckin kid and he decides the way to do this is attack me.. but he gets dragged backwards by the 40 year old short hall monitor before he gets close to me.. Then he's waiting outside in the parking lot for me to come fight him.. i wasn't aware we had a meeting.. but w/e. So i go out there with scott, just to piss the kid off.. (hey.. i'm sick of these kids.. don't blame me) and he comes over.. so i tell him to back the fuck off and to not be in my face.. so he starts to come at me.. and once again.. a hall monitor is between me and the kid.. so he's circling me.. trying to attack me.. getting pushed back.. pissed as hell cause i'm laughing and just standing there staring at him. so he trys to kick me, falls and runs away to get away from the hall monitors.. so yea.. it was a fun day.. I kinda wanna fight him tho.. they think they fuckin own the school.. and i'm sick of it. but w/e. Now.. there's pretty much two giant groups that are getting into this, the Rocker kids (idk how else to put it) and the ghetto kids.. and i think it's going to be one giant war of a fight... should be dandy.. Personaly.. i think they should just grow up.. but w/e. Everyones gotta be put in there place at some time.. I'm still waiting i guess Current Mood: Meh Current Music: Nora - I should've sent flowers (6 Deaths | Murder me)